Snickering I continued, 'Oh, I thought I was gonna get some special treatment tonight.' 'Ah, I meant your beer.' he respond, his cheeks flushing slightly. 'Sure, but I might pee all over the ceiling when it get's hard'. He was coming out as I was going in.Īs I was holding a beer in my hand and he asked. The thing that put my mind into high gear about him was while hanging out with him and some other buddies at his brother's house drinking some beers, I went to the bathroom to pee. We would joke around, play pool and xbox together. I kinda got the vibe that he wasn't totally straight, but I wasn't sure at the time if it was real or just my attraction to him that made me think so. I was attracted to Ryan physically as soon as I met him we talked a lot and we got along really well. Up to that point I had considered myself straight and had always dated girls, but I had found myself looking at gay and bisexual porn a lot and really enjoying it, so I was curious. He was twenty-three at the time, slim with light brown hair. Often his younger brother, Ryan, would be there.

I would occasionally hang out at a buddy and coworker's house, playing pool and watching movies. This story happened in the summer of 2011.